Tempering my expectations

by Christopher Brian Dudek on July 16, 2010

in Hockey and Life

As Lewis Black has said, anticipation is better than the actual moment itself.  Well, to me, anticipating playing a hockey game has been a reflection of this.  Before every game, I know its going to be a good game.  I may not feel the best, and I may not be motivated to do well for various reasons, but I know that its going to be a good game.  Playoffs have always been a little different.  I have always wanted to do well in playoffs and I have had many fun playoff games where I have done well.  On the flip side, when I have done poorly, I tended to kick myself a little too hard (and sometimes not hard enough).

After an unprecedented run of success, I promised myself I would never complain about success in playoffs again.  About 5 months ago, I went from on the brink and not playing anymore due to my knees to a full season of pain free hockey.  Three months after the procedure, I am a new player.  I embraced a new attitude when playing hockey.  I started playing with friends have never played with before.  I have enjoyed hockey more this season than I have in a long time.

I have had a measure of success as well.  Marketlab placed first in the division.  Who Cares placed 3rd in the division.  Both teams earned playoff games and I am very happy about that.  No matter what happens on Saturday, I am going to sleep tomorrow night with a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment.

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