I am still stuck in a rut after last nights action. My heart is still a little heavy. Even when I try to look on the bright side of things, it is hard to do. Two one goal losses in the finals will do that to you I guess.
I am now looking at all the things that I did last season and questioning them. Did I play too much? Were my championship dreams built on the fact that I wanted to have as many competitive teams as I could? I think my hunger for a championship overshadowed my judement in some cases. Maybe I am willing to sacrifice too much to acheive that goal.
Today so far, I am at a loss for words on how I feel. A little depressed and disappointed would be the best I could say at this point. I am also totally unmotivated to do anything right now. I hope this changes cause feeling this way sucks pretty bad.