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I am still stuck in a rut after last nights action.  My heart is still a little heavy.  Even when I try to look on the bright side of things, it is hard to do.  Two one goal losses in the finals will do that to you I guess.

I am now looking at all the things that I did last season and questioning them.  Did I play too much?  Were my championship dreams built on the fact that I wanted to have as many competitive teams as I could?  I think my hunger for a championship overshadowed my judement in some cases.  Maybe I am willing to sacrifice too much to acheive that goal.

Today so far, I am at a loss for words on how I feel.  A little depressed and disappointed would be the best I could say at this point.  I am also totally unmotivated to do anything right now.  I hope this changes cause feeling this way sucks pretty bad.