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There are a lot of things on my mind.  Some more bad than good so I will just start talking and see where this leads to.

First off, I am somewhat displeased with my performance in net.  I know I have said it before, but I will say it again, I am capable of so much better.  However, I am getting a series of just horrible bounces.  Add a weak goal or two in the mix and it just doesn’t seem to be getting any better.  Last night, I lost my first rollerhockey game by a 7-3 score, then I won my ice hockey game, but not before I got lit up by 7 goals.

It just seemed as if every bounce went against me last night.  I centered myself to the shot well, and came out to challenge the shooter, but the shot would go off me and into the net.  Had another shot that hit the glass behind me, then went off my back and went in.  Thats not saying I didn’t let in a weak goal or two in my last two games either.

Seems that all of my teams that I am on this session are in flux and I have no idea what is going to happen in April.  I am not considered a top end goalie, nor have I ever been considered to be that.  However, I have a feeling this is all going to catch up with me soon.  What level will I be playing at next season?  Who will I be playing with?

I just have this bad feeling deep down that things aren’t going my way right now and it is going to get worse.